Monday, February 15, 2010

Je suis tombe sur mes genoux, offrant tous de moi.
Jesus, vous etes tous ce coeur est vivant pour.

I'm falling on my knees, offering all of me.
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for.

Happy Valentine's Day folks!

God's really been pulling on my heart to get my joy back. anyone remember my post on how at camp He filled me with such a spirit of joy that i could not stop laughing for 2 hours? yeah. Wednesday, God threatened me,in a way,..ha. i was sitting in band practice Wednesday.(filler: this week, idk....have you ever had nothing wrong at all yet you just feel so extremely apathetic and/or just generally down and you can't figure out why?yeah, this week in a nutshell.)and as i was waiting for everyone to finish turning up, i was just really not wanting to be there and God just said "Kaitlyn, what happened to your joy?",do what God? "What happened to your joy?where'd it go?why did you let it get away?"...well um,you see God...uh.."Kaitlyn,Dont make me do a repeat of camp to get you joyful again. I will do it right here,right now if I need to.."..okay God! i see i see...let me work on that,Help.i just NEED help,your help
.I don't want to be consumed with other things anymore, i want my joy back.
I'm on a journey to live joyfully.